I don’t know. It feels too big for my brain. Read everything… https://www.theatlantic.com/business/archive/2016/07/racist-history-portland/492035/ and understand where you live and why it is the way it is for black lives. Think deeply about the violence actual and implied.
Step one step to the side and look at things differently….https://hyperallergic.com/569283/origin-of-word-looting/
Examine your thinking, “White Fragility” https://robindiangelo.com/publications/ and formulate a response and a different way of thinking.
Find ways to be a part of the change.
Keep in touch.